Monday, June 22, 2009

the BIG c

Mom told me Friday that she has cancer...

wow... my brain has been spinning since she told me...

what do I say, what can I do for her, I cant imagine what she is feeling, I don't know what I am feeling,  this can't be happening, why does life suck so bad sometimes, why her, why again, what does dad and grandma think and feel, nothing can happen to her, I should have made more effort over the years, have I been a good enough daughter, what will happen, I hate the unknown, tears, maybe surgery can take care of it, maybe it can't, cancer... seriously... somebody has to be kidding

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